as written on; Thursday, September 6, 2007

sometimes in life
there are things i rather not know.
at least when you do not know the truth
you will not get hurt.

but the thing is
everything in life is a must to know
or people will say
you are hiding from reality.

this is what life is all about.
to know the truth or not.

there are many things
that i do not wish to find out.
but the truth itself is so tempting
that i want to know.
so i only have myself to blame.
but the truth is so hurting.

so exactly how many truth i know
that is meant to be kept as a secret?
answer: 1
but this 1 truth can bring about a disater
to my life at least.
a secret
no matter how well you planned it
how well you are able to cover it
how long you can hide it
it will still be exposed one day
there is no lifelong secret.
this is call fate.
when where how at what situation
it all lies on the fate of the secret.
those who are meant to know the secret
will eventually be known to.

my life has countless of secret
but exactly how many secrets has been exposed?
answer: countless
when is a secret exposed
its a matter of time.
what is the consequences
it depends on how big it is

i hate secrets
but in everyone's life
there is definately one.
there is no hiding it
because it belongs to your life.
when you hand over your life to someone
that person will also know your secret.
secret is meant to be kept to yourself and only yourself.
when someone know about this secret
how can i be called a secret?