ruiixii

2008-01-05T07:41:00.000-08:00

sorry everyone!!!!!!!!!!
for not updating my blog.
was really busy.

today is the wonderful CCA FAIR
haha.
16 girls enrolled for gb!!
haha
OMG!!

had lunch with RONNEY and HANLIN at food palace
WONDERFUL lunch
maybe cos too long never eat with them le.
but it tgt or indiviaully[obvious]

oh~~~
i found out ALIEN is working at NTUC at FP there
OMG!!!
wanted to pla a trick on her wuth shermeen.
u know
taking ALOT of thing,
den ask HER to SCAN all
and in the end tell her FORGET BRING WALLET
ask HER put back FOR US!!!
muahaha
isnt that just soooo evil.
but i dun tink hl knows abt it.
anyway.
had a fun chat wiht them
den go home in a taxi.
HANLIN PAID FOR IT.
but its only borrow.
haha
muz return de ok.
dun tink too much.
haha.

come home.
got a scolding from mummy.
but its for awhile oni la
i know she cant take it too long de.
ended up watching AVP part 1.
den the aircon person came.
now my airconis COLD de lor.[brrr]
haha.

den went CS for DINNER
had korean.
just DELICIOUS. haha
den met up with ah gu and family.
go HAGEN DAZ for desert
YUM YUM
haha.
but the bill is OMG!
haha.
bought the coffee prince.
the price was DAMNNNNNN good.
37.50
"CHEAP" hor.
haha
blogging off
-priscilia.rui

2007-12-25T22:42:00.001-08:00

k.
im so so sorry.
for not updating my blog for so so long!!!
haha.

anyway.
nth much to update as well.
just that there was SC meeting
had luch with lester from kaleo at pastamania
he NEVER been to TM before
GOODNESS.
haha

2007-12-12T21:47:00.000-08:00

SORRY!!!
so long din update.
paisei le.

from 7 till 10 dec
i was having the WONDERFUL camp ENCOUNTER
gotta be the BEST camp of my life man
haha.
it was fun.
show you the venue and wat we stay in.

the toilet is realy small
no space at all.
and believe it or not
bath dat time
over 10 ppl snatching for the toilet when there is another sink nearby. haha.
den we are dividedinto groups
im in capernum
haha.
BEST TEAM EVER
it was fun with them around
i was closer to lester tzehao and jiacheng
and oso gordon.
but gordon is only last night when we slept at 4.
haha

they are all my camp mates.
haha
usually from junyuan
wet through
THICK AND THIN
HIGH AND LOW
with them
when i meant high and low
i really mean high and low.
hahah.

2007-12-04T20:58:00.000-08:00

MORE PICS

2007-12-04T05:29:00.000-08:00

k!
pics as PROMISE
in KL de:

the xmas atmosphere there damn GOOD
got very BIG xmas tree.
haha.
met my cousins there.
hahas.
it was kinda fun.
haha.
IN GENTING:

2007-12-03T23:30:00.000-08:00

u people muz be thinking why so long nv update thy blog rite?
haha.
cos for the past 4 days
i was in MALAYSIA.
haha.
den come back le.

yesterday and today was doing PUBLICITY work with
WEISIAN
finally its DONE~
haha.
now left with giving out flyers and stuff.

pics in genting will come soon.

blogging off---makeupyourmind

2007-11-26T23:17:00.000-08:00

k. i know this is a tad late but nvm.
its only a day.
pls forgive me *show the big eyes*

yesterday
went to SWENSENS
with the CNC people.
it was HAHA. FUN. *sticks out thy tongue*
so ya.
pics time

haha. like i said SWENSENS.
this is wat i ordered:

the chocolate fondue and fries is shared btw ME ELAINE JOVIN
haha. it was DELICIOUS *like duh*
this is wat happens when girls share fondue.
its not rough so children can see. haha.

anyways
the baked rice was nice [i actually finished the WHOLE thing;CLEAN]
the fries was like always
the fondue[we did play with it abit]

ya. haha.
den we went to the viewing mall.
played true or dare
when it was my turn,
i was made to be lesbianism with zelia i tink
ya. so i did it. *eww*
haha.
on the way to the airport
i oso got take some pics
and in swensens too.

most of them are candid shots.
thts abt it for swensens.
den went dinner at 0530 with family.

blogging off----makeupyourmiind

2007-11-25T01:41:00.000-08:00

today
sms with PRINCE[thats wat the girls in jjazz calls him]
SURPRISED he sms me.
he STARTED it.
but i was SHOCKED with the content.

the conversation:
prince: heys.free to chat for abit?
me: ya, sure. wat u wanna talk abt?
prince: will u like me one day?
me: [shocked]maybe. you are nice. this cannot deny. haha.
prince: then wat if i ask u to be my gf?
me: [stunned]are u kidding?
prince: no..im not. im serious. can u be my gf?
me: erm. sorry. but no.
prince: why?
me: cos i like someone else.
prince: who?!
me: MR.T
prince: who's that?
me: my ex.who happen to be my best friend now.
prince: do i stand a chance?
me: i dunno how to say.sorry
prince: its ok. see u.

that abt it.
really kinda of upset to reject him.
he is really good u know.
broad shoulder
tanned body
6 pac *wow*
handsome
fit
studies is good.
lets just say
he is the second mr perfect
hahaha.
but nah.
not now
really dunno how to face him on mon.
hais

2007-11-24T01:19:00.000-08:00

haha.
went for GB meeting today.
quite fun la.
went to erm. dunno wat church is it.
for heritage badge lecture.
learn the church history.
got take photo oh.
hahas.

this ne is the church le.
but its in chinese.
haha.
den at the entrance got 3 plauge.
is in the memorial for 3 very contibuter to the church.

but i oni managed to take 2
haha.
den is look look see see playplay. haha
den again.
we took photos.
VERY NICE photos.

haha.
all my baobei and sweetheart *vomit*
haha.

den evening went gugu house for POTLUCK
watched SPIDERMAN 3 again.
played MAHJONG.
lalala~~~

blogging off---makeupyourmiind

2007-11-23T05:21:00.000-08:00

went out with shermeen today.
hahas.
go chinatown see em-hmm~
haha.
den go bugis.
shopping.

haha.
took photo of my VERY MESSY room.
wanna see?

really messy rite?
k la.
dun write le.

blogging off-----makeupyourmind

2007-11-21T05:40:00.000-08:00

hais.
dunno wat is going in my blogger.
but at least i managed to change my blogskins.
haha.

did nth much today.
tmr still got GB meeting.
haha.

haha.
today quite happy.
haha.

chatted wiht ronney abit.
and with hanlin as well.
haha.
so many promise made but all broken.
anyway.
link me yas.
wat am i saying?!
(:

blogging off-----makeupyourmiind

2007-11-19T07:37:00.000-08:00

today is the REAL start of my holiday.
woke up early.

study abit.
blah blah blah.
starting cursing them.
hate HIM
hais.

then at night went for meeting.
simple and sweet.

Blogging off---makeupyourmiind

2007-11-16T00:40:00.000-08:00

GRADUATION DAY.
haha.
was the VIP ursher.
cool la.
usher MRS OH MRS LOW MR LOH
haha.
mrs oh was so PRETTY today
she CUT her hair
and she DRESSED really nice today.
hahas.

MR TAN is not our FORM TCHEAR next year..
so SAD..
sob..

then played with XIUXIAN JIANWEI
they are like so fun..
haha.
then xchange phone no.
haha
they invited me to their bbq...
but i was unable to go..
abit sadding..
haha.
then realized that hanlin din come.
heard he went holiday or something

had KFC for lunch AGAIN
da bao bak home lor...
haha.
so pathetic rite.
ya..
haha

blogging off-----makeupyourmiind

2007-11-13T02:08:00.000-08:00

whoos.
change my blogskin[obvious.]
anyway.
life for me these days are just supereb.

last last friday.
i met him. milk.
and we had a little litle chat.
talking abt everything. From past to present to future.
it was really nice being able to sit down and just chat.
Like friends.
after everything was cleared. my heart was oso cleared.
hahas.

last sat.
went chalet.
hahas.
was ting bdae.
everyone was so high.
I FOR THE FIRST TIME SET UP FIRE FOR BBQ
haha. cool rite.
den i showed ting the SWSW video clip.
she claim dat if his FANS see it. they will KILL her.
and oso her WONDERFUL present.
haha.

hais.
tmr take report book le.
DIE le la.
hais.

blogging off---makeupyourmiind

2007-10-28T23:05:00.000-07:00

sometimes..
when a stranger gives u an advise
its worth listening.

the conversation
"do u have a boyfriend?" she said.
"no." i said.
"good, dun have one, not at your age." she said.
"why?" i said.
"im 26." she said.
and i looked around, she is a mother of 2.
she seems to know wat im thinking.
"there is still one more at home."
she is a mother of 3, and she is 26.
lets see, her 2 sons, aged 3 and maybe 1.
the one at home could be older, maybe 6-7.
GOODNESS!
now i noe why she have such advise.
i felt sad for her and started playing with her children.
she take cares of the house,
the strange thing is she din mention a word on her husband.
wonder wat happen.

yes..
i should not get a boyfriend now.
nth but trouble.
look wat getting a boyfriend did to me.
nth but sadness and heart ache

2007-10-22T04:42:00.000-07:00

recently
someone tag my venting machine..
that person qns...
im not complaining hor!
answering that person qns has become a habit for me..
i have no idea who that person is..
haha.

anyways..
today din do much..
fnn did prac
eng did corrections
poa...a new cher came in
mr tenn..
he teach poa is good de lor..
maybe cos i understand wat he saying..
and i feel that wat he said kinda of make sense..
haha..
no offence to mr tan ah!
then go BK with sher..
din finish my lunch..hahaha
den went library..
but din borrow book...
met up with kaiwei..
den left soon after
cos sher went to collect her dougnut coming from CITY HALL
imagine that..
going all the way to city hall to get DOUNGNUT..
haha..
evening went library again
this time got borrow some books..
hah...
den now came home..
haha

blogging off----makeupyourmiind

2007-10-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

hehe..
so many days din update bloggie le..
haha...
cos why?
got camp..
wat camp?
GB ANNUAL CAMP!!!

so..
19 oct 2007
went camp at 3..
report, inspection...blah blah blah..
den move off to sembawang..
cos campsite is there ma..
haha..
den.settle down le..
live in dorm..
inside is got doble deck bed bunk de..
haha..
then we ate dinner...
then got game call "the secret"
we had to move to AMK for the game
where we are give hint and to find the hint answer..
like a entertainment show call xun zao xiao hong dian
but we din complete the whole game
then bathe
supper
group time
then lights out...
so the day quite short..
haha

20 oct 2007
then today was quite bad...
cos i got headache..
so i skip drill and BBQ
went to bad at abt 8plus

21 oct 2007
packed up
breakfast
then went to church for service
then promotion..
but b4 that got games
poison ball, chair game and 4 way captain ball
then lunch
change to uniform
and promotion
im now sergeant le..
haha..

then went orchard road with papa and mama
outram park for dinner
wished all my sec 4 frens good luck
sms ronney and kendrick for awhile
haha..

blogging off----makeupyourmiind

2007-10-18T04:37:00.000-07:00

today was quite ok.
in school oso din do much.
check result and oso play.

today play murderer
play until very high..
cos keith and ting always laugh..
den we dunno anything oso laugh
huiji once got murderer laugh until face so red
in the end all of us know she murderer

den oso bio cher never come
came in the tcher who look like mian bao chao re
meaning superman bread
very irritating
pris and songeng left class without permission kana cuaght
that stu**d tcher wan tell saliva...
hais..dunno if will really tell not
waste so much time
count the paper...
call the name then can leave
stupid rite?!

den went FP for lunch..
chicken rice again..
then i call the seller shuai ge..meaning handsome
den he gave me so much chicken..
hah..
ting, sher, huiji and i den discuss where we wan our fiss kiss at and our dream wedding proposal.
haha..
den i say...
i wan my bf to propose on the ferris wheel..
when we right at the top a balloon will fly to our cart and hang the word
"i love you...will u marry me"
then he will propse with the ring in the cart...
nice right?
but sounds abit impossible..
muz bribe the caretaker..haha
but ting say all this cannot imagine..
muz stay as surprise.
then i was saying its impossible..
so i thought of one that seems more realistic.
that is
my bf will play yue liang dai biao wo de xin on the piano and propose
cos thats my fave song...[:
haha...
so imaginative right[;
haha..

den come home pack camp bag
cos fri sat sun got camp..
muahaha...

den sher call
say something very funny..
say wat if one day i wan be with her ex who happen to be oso my fren
she will let us stead
i was laughing away
bcos its impossible
she knows who i like...
haha..
den she ask why impossible..
i really stunn..
why impossible..
i oso dunno..haha..
but i know its really impossible..

blogging off---makeupyourmiind

2007-10-14T23:21:00.001-07:00

i cant do it.
i really cant do it.
today is the 15.
i get real upset on this day.

i tout i have accepted the truth.
but i realized im just running away from it instead.
i went to read my old blog that contain the feelings i used to have for him.
and i just have to laugh for being so stupid and making my life miserable.
hais.
sometimes i wonder wat i am thinking.
but those were really happy times.

now i just wan got back and hang out with ss family.
excatly to how it use to be before he came into my life.
he was a wonderful memory.

thinking back
so much happen in a year.
so much changes
be it emotionally, mentally, physically.
but most importantly
i feel i have grown up.
not as in mature
but i ahve gone thru things i will grow thru in future.
so i believe i can handle.

blogging off---makeupyourmiind[;

2007-10-14T05:56:00.000-07:00

today went ah gong house[:
my THIN and THIN ah gong actually have beer BELLY
haha!!!

today i got enlighten by Mr sin
on love...
wat he said is RIGHT
why CLING onto something that has no memories of me
yup..
i should start on a new RELATIONSHIP
if HE can do..
why cant I?

anyway..
exam result coming soon le
DIE le la..
soemoen told our class oni 3 pass maths p2
hais

oh ya...abt today
then went CENTRAL shopping
then tout of HIM
hais..

yesterday
ronney and i kinda of quarrel
but i dun really care..
hais..
no energy to save it oso..

the voice;the back

2007-10-10T04:51:00.000-07:00

the same voice.
the same looks.
the same handwriting.
the same back.
the different person.

no longer mine.
no longer the same.
no longer be loved.
no longer be happy.

if i am given a chance to tell him one thing,
that thing will be
"im sorry. i was wrong."
a really sincere one.
i think i will never be sorry enough.
i brought him into an unknown world.
and i got scared,
i decided to back out,
just as he was having fun in that world.
he hoped i could stay,
but i insists.
he was left in that world
all alone,
waiting for my return.
his world became black.
one day, a girl brought him sunshine.
and once again,
the world was lit.
together they had fun
and forgotten about the other sun.
just like that.

人生当中，一定会有忽略的人。因为忽略而失去，因为失去而后悔，因为后悔而珍惜。我也不例外。那个人是我的前男友。他很疼我，很照顾我，从来不对我发脾气，但我却把这一切当作里所当然的。因为我的好强心，好胜心，自私心，我放弃他。他虽然想挽留，但我坚持。我忽略了她的感受，让她在爱情的世界里一个人。她现在又新女友了，已经太迟了。我不希望能补偿什么，但我希望能跟她说句对不起，可是我知道这一句对不起永远无法取代我带给她的伤害。

this is my answer for my chinese EOY last qns...

it does not matter how far we are; what matters is how close we stay

2007-09-06T03:08:00.000-07:00

sometimes in life
there are things i rather not know.
at least when you do not know the truth
you will not get hurt.

but the thing is
everything in life is a must to know
or people will say
you are hiding from reality.

this is what life is all about.
to know the truth or not.

there are many things
that i do not wish to find out.
but the truth itself is so tempting
that i want to know.
so i only have myself to blame.
but the truth is so hurting.

so exactly how many truth i know
that is meant to be kept as a secret?
answer: 1
but this 1 truth can bring about a disater
to my life at least.
a secret
no matter how well you planned it
how well you are able to cover it
how long you can hide it
it will still be exposed one day
there is no lifelong secret.
this is call fate.
when where how at what situation
it all lies on the fate of the secret.
those who are meant to know the secret
will eventually be known to.

my life has countless of secret
but exactly how many secrets has been exposed?
answer: countless
when is a secret exposed
its a matter of time.
what is the consequences
it depends on how big it is

i hate secrets
but in everyone's life
there is definately one.
there is no hiding it
because it belongs to your life.
when you hand over your life to someone
that person will also know your secret.
secret is meant to be kept to yourself and only yourself.
when someone know about this secret
how can i be called a secret?

2007-08-31T06:32:00.000-07:00

this week has been tedious for me!
nearly everyday, i reached home only at 7.
i feel really tired. Tired of evrything.
I feel so down.

today, it is a very special day to me.
31/08/07
one year ago,
on this date
i made a fren. This fren used to be very special.
But now, we are only strangers.
Strangers means people who ave never met before
that is not the case for us,
our strangers means we will forget each other existence.
in one year,
so mch has happen.

i was the emcee for this year's torch award
everyone said we did well
but i was'nt as happy
becos someone did not say i did well.
i really hope that someone will come up to me and say
"pris, well done."
just as simple
but it is impossible.
yesterday,
i feel from the staircase
that someone was there
i really wished that someone will come up to me and say
"pris, are you ok? take care."
just as simple.
everything could be this simple
but i made it complicated.
thoughi dun really bother

endless tears has come to me this days.
i saw a love story and i cried.
when i went to bed,
i also cried.
because i tout of someone.
and i foolishly ask myself
"pris, have u really put down everthing?
if you have, why are being like this?"
i could'nt answer my qns.
in the past,
i can always answer this qns confidently
because in the past,
i was clear and i know my direction
i told a lie to that someone.
i told that someone i am clear of what im doing
i was wrong.

2007-08-24T04:51:00.000-07:00

i hate maybe!!!!
maybe has ruined my life!!!
i never ever going to use the word "maybe" animore

tears fall from eyes to cheek
all they way
drip from my chin
and land on my hands
the once being loved heart has turn cold
the last drop of tears contained everything that is meant to be forgotten
i have drop that tear
and from then on
i wont allow a single drop of tear appear on my face
not one

everything started from the word maybe
and ended with a NO
i decide to end things beautifully
as beautiful as possible
so long as it is within my control
as long as it is within my limit
i will never allow myself to get hurt ever again
never
if everything is meant to end it the way it is now
i will end it
destroy everthing with my bare hands
i will protect myself
i must never get hurt anymore
i will never allow myself to get hurt over again
such feeling
once is more than enough

i have made the move forward
now im taking a step backwards
i make that step by deleting whatever can be deleted
contact
photo
whatverer
so long as i can handle it well

i face a truth
and im perfectly fine
i have confidence that i can adapt
i have faith and i believed
i need to stay quiet and at peace
i dun need a shoulder this time
cos i wont allow anyone to see me cry
not now, now later, but forever.
tears is the start of everything
it will also be the end of everything!

2007-08-17T02:16:00.000-07:00

i learnt something new today!

"dun be a good person to someone who dun appreciate you"

i learnt this thanks to a GOOD fren of mine.
i really very disappointed in both himself and myself
he used to be a really good person
but why?
why did he become like that?
why dun he chriesh himself?
he said he feel imploded
and i couldnt take it
i burst. i flare up.
there are so many people out there who are worst than him
me! im so much worst than him and he said that to me
i want to help him
turn him abck to wat he used to be
i really want to
but he dun want to help himself
wat can i do?

today
me ronney and him
wanted to settle this problem
at that point of time
i hate him
he become so impaitent
but the thing is i DUN hate him
he is like want to care but dun bother to care
chinese we called it 爱理不理
i dun even seems to know himself
totally 2 different person
when we were talking
i was on the verge of crying
why did he become like dat?
why is it he feel so stranger?
why is it becoming like this?
we seems so formal to each other
i know him more than he know me
he dunno wat is going in my life
my life then is the one which is going to explode
but i dun see myself being like him
NO
im not like him
he look so mature
i tout he could think for himself
but no
he decide to change
put all his attention to his studies
and neglect all that is going on around him
this is not the way

anyway i dun wanna talk abt it
im tired abt this

maybe i shoudnt bother him anymore
maybe his problem is something i should not care abt
forget it
like wat ronney say
im oni his fren
i shouldnt bother anymore
but this is not my character
i dun wanna care le la!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-14T23:11:00.000-07:00

haha...
now at elaine house
using her com
haha

k...abit stupid...
iknow...
later going bugis with her
but thing for her vitamin G
anyway

she now oso doing wat
so i having fun first
muhaha

13 august 2007

2007-08-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

decided to remake a blog
cos really really hope this blog can link me to my ndp frens
firstly to all my ndp frens

"hey peeps...i know its aliitle late to say all these but i still wanna say it! i really really love you guys alot especially joanna; bokteng; si en; rachel; rebekah; joy; eunice; pamela; jinghan; miss angeline; mis joyce! i really really hope that that we can meet again! thanks for taking care of me, joking around with me, tolerate with my behaviors[i know i can childish at times] but i really love all of you. its such great fun to just toeven know u all. but happy times is never long, 6months of training is gone, weather is it a relief or is it sumthing bad, i just wanna let u all know, i cherish the bond between all of us. hope we can meet again and instead of drills, lets do some shopping and movie watching, how about that? ;p looking forward to the gathering on 1 sept!"

yupps!
6 months of Ndp rehersals is gone
just like dat
sob sob sob
yes,
i was complaining of how tiring it was
but it was worthwhile
thru this
i create new frenships.
its worthwhile enough to bring me thru
and oso thank God for everything.

today
nth much
quarrel with keith teo teo abit
was quite glad i did it actually
always using the council to press on me
thanks to her
i nearly lost that chance
*sigh of relief*
anyway she sux
she really sux
just as any 3e2 and you will know..

then mrs lu sems to be absent AGAIN
its pass 1 month and she told us she will only be absent 2 weeks
so as usual
talking to shao ben chengwei jon
oh ya...weiming was absent
then the day pass as it alwys does
xcpet i had recess woth chelle pam elaine and chee
cos the S's family was missing
then chatted with elaine for abit till jae jae ong came in

after school got cnc meeting
for the jingles for tcher day
quite fun
elaine and i was building up the atmosphere
juli was trying to calm both of us down for countles times...
but she oso laughed together with us...haha

then pei-ed elaine to wait for vitmain G
so we continued our halfway conversation during recess
then went to kfc
to joing sher von sharon for lunch

tmr is kaiwei bdae
oso she and duojie de 6mths
haha
bought them couple ring
and oso cheesecake
cant wait!!!
*squeals*