as written on; Sunday, October 14, 2007
11:21 PM | 0 comments
i cant do it.
i really cant do it.
today is the 15.
i get real upset on this day.
i tout i have accepted the truth.
but i realized im just running away from it instead.
i went to read my old blog that contain the feelings i used to have for him.
and i just have to laugh for being so stupid and making my life miserable.
hais.
sometimes i wonder wat i am thinking.
but those were really happy times.
now i just wan got back and hang out with ss family.
excatly to how it use to be before he came into my life.
he was a wonderful memory.
thinking back
so much happen in a year.
so much changes
be it emotionally, mentally, physically.
but most importantly
i feel i have grown up.
not as in mature
but i ahve gone thru things i will grow thru in future.
so i believe i can handle.
blogging off---makeupyourmiind[;
i really cant do it.
today is the 15.
i get real upset on this day.
i tout i have accepted the truth.
but i realized im just running away from it instead.
i went to read my old blog that contain the feelings i used to have for him.
and i just have to laugh for being so stupid and making my life miserable.
hais.
sometimes i wonder wat i am thinking.
but those were really happy times.
now i just wan got back and hang out with ss family.
excatly to how it use to be before he came into my life.
he was a wonderful memory.
thinking back
so much happen in a year.
so much changes
be it emotionally, mentally, physically.
but most importantly
i feel i have grown up.
not as in mature
but i ahve gone thru things i will grow thru in future.
so i believe i can handle.
blogging off---makeupyourmiind[;