as written on; Friday, August 31, 2007

this week has been tedious for me!
nearly everyday, i reached home only at 7.
i feel really tired. Tired of evrything.
I feel so down.

today, it is a very special day to me.
31/08/07
one year ago,
on this date
i made a fren. This fren used to be very special.
But now, we are only strangers.
Strangers means people who ave never met before
that is not the case for us,
our strangers means we will forget each other existence.
in one year,
so mch has happen.

i was the emcee for this year's torch award
everyone said we did well
but i was'nt as happy
becos someone did not say i did well.
i really hope that someone will come up to me and say
"pris, well done."
just as simple
but it is impossible.
yesterday,
i feel from the staircase
that someone was there
i really wished that someone will come up to me and say
"pris, are you ok? take care."
just as simple.
everything could be this simple
but i made it complicated.
thoughi dun really bother

endless tears has come to me this days.
i saw a love story and i cried.
when i went to bed,
i also cried.
because i tout of someone.
and i foolishly ask myself
"pris, have u really put down everthing?
if you have, why are being like this?"
i could'nt answer my qns.
in the past,
i can always answer this qns confidently
because in the past,
i was clear and i know my direction
i told a lie to that someone.
i told that someone i am clear of what im doing
i was wrong.