as written on; Friday, August 17, 2007

i learnt something new today!

"dun be a good person to someone who dun appreciate you"

i learnt this thanks to a GOOD fren of mine.
i really very disappointed in both himself and myself
he used to be a really good person
but why?
why did he become like that?
why dun he chriesh himself?
he said he feel imploded
and i couldnt take it
i burst. i flare up.
there are so many people out there who are worst than him
me! im so much worst than him and he said that to me
i want to help him
turn him abck to wat he used to be
i really want to
but he dun want to help himself
wat can i do?

today
me ronney and him
wanted to settle this problem
at that point of time
i hate him
he become so impaitent
but the thing is i DUN hate him
he is like want to care but dun bother to care
chinese we called it 爱理不理
i dun even seems to know himself
totally 2 different person
when we were talking
i was on the verge of crying
why did he become like dat?
why is it he feel so stranger?
why is it becoming like this?
we seems so formal to each other
i know him more than he know me
he dunno wat is going in my life
my life then is the one which is going to explode
but i dun see myself being like him
NO
im not like him
he look so mature
i tout he could think for himself
but no
he decide to change
put all his attention to his studies
and neglect all that is going on around him
this is not the way

anyway i dun wanna talk abt it
im tired abt this

maybe i shoudnt bother him anymore
maybe his problem is something i should not care abt
forget it
like wat ronney say
im oni his fren
i shouldnt bother anymore
but this is not my character
i dun wanna care le la!!!!!!!!!!!!